love from the above.

it all starts in a word, and that word is "love". i was so inspired and blessed how other people overcame their problems, though they are not that rich as the Hollywood stars, not as good as other people had, still they can do overcome things. when i was young, tender in my father's hands (in God's hands) i was so wondering about such things, until I'm learning and growing and understand that's its all about that word and that word captivated me.
in my journey with my GOD, sometimes i failed and as i fail i also learn how not to give up, how to say "i can do it!" because i know that I'm strong and that streght is from my GOd, my faith is now growing, bigger and bigger. maybe i failed but i know God is my GOD of 2nd chances and he is willing to help me. i maybe so shy to face this world, but that's before. now I'm ready to face this world.
change is coming soon i just need to expose my testimony.
i don't care what my co-bccnians say about me, what my family say. the important is that i am willimg to grow.
jasper is trully inspired dis day in his surroundings.
with the lyf of his leader,mga igsoon also.

your forgiven!

i started my life in with very unbelievable and things that are so unexpected,
sometimes i Will just be so shocked of the things that are happening in my life. when everything seems impossible in the things around me i just wanna shout, for me that thing can make me feel free. until i learn that i have that grace. and that grace had saved me, had rescued me and had made me worthy though I'm not. I'm forgiven though I've seen a lot of times, i knew that my God has forgiven me. what makes my life beautiful is that grace surrounds me everyday.

its all for me if i wanna decide if wanna change this mindset that its all my fault.
yeah, its me, i am the reason of all these thing happening in my life, but now i wanna decide to take grace, and receive that grace

a generation expecting for change,
a set of people longing for change,
but who will dare to change?

tambay dito,
inom diri,
tongits didto,
patayan here and over there.

aren't our country getting worst and worst daily?
will we just sit and relax?
not knowing that our enemy is attacking us and laughing at us.

God loves us
he cares
rumors and wars are plan of his will so that he can test us
if how willing are we to move and to obey his command.

which is to go and make disciples.


we love our country.
so let us work.

learn from our past and to always preserve our testimonies
leaders won't allow themselves to lose their hope in times of trouble.

wake up captains!

aye!aye!

pasabta ko inday

ambot kung unsa ba ngano?
sa dihang makita ko ang hulagway mo
mura kog di ka ginhawa.
ambot kung unsa ba ngano?
sa dihang makita ka
di ko kasabot.
mura ko og gikurentehan.
ref.
unsa bay anaa kanimo
na kinkg dughan ko kanunay mag butobuto?
cho.
pasabta ko inday
bisan dako og gamay,
ngano ba kini mura na kog mulanay?
ngano mamula
pagmulabay na ka?
mao na ba kini ang gitawag nila og gugma?

ambot kung unsa ba ngano?
di na man ko makatutuk sayo kay ikaw lang man ang pirming gihunahuna.
ambot kung unsa ba ngano?
bisan asa ko muadto, pangalan mo ang irming malituk sa akong dila.
(ref. cho.)
bridge:
matud sa katigulangan,
gugma nga tinuod
kaya atubangon ang balud,
kaya nga sakaun bisan pila ka bungtod para sa gugmang way sukod.
cho.

coming back to my first love

In my past days, many things had happened into my life and actually my life was scattered that time and almost all of me was broken.
What happen is that I was starting to hate myself, let me just first tell you that I was so melancholic I want all things to be in my way and almost all things to be organized, until a such time that I have my painting but suddenly someone get it and truly I was hurt (emotionally) I painted that one with all my heart and even I also do it from my heart. I was a kind of person that was really shy to talk to anyone that I hate him or her of what that person had done in my emotions. So what I will do is that I will just tell myself that it was my entire fault and I am the reason of all things that is happening in my life. I truly hate myself that time I want to hurt myself only because of that painting. Until my mother and the other members of our family would tell things about me that was not true and I was again hurt. Till my armor was broken, that I lose myself, lose my faith, my hope was gone and all things were so impossible. For me what was happening is that people around me don’t want to let me fell the joy that I truly need. My true family that I hope they will help me but still find that they are also sometimes pulling me down. So I have sinned and my heart was just full of intensions to revenge. I had sinned a lot. I even hate my leader because he did not come in the time I need him.

And so my relationship with my God aolso change from being on fire for him that fire faints and starts to think to kill myself.

Then I search my heart and ask myself “why is this happening?” and then God told me “if you are willing to ask for forgiveness I am also willing to forgive you.” Until a time he also told me that I was once again crucifying him because of sin and that strikes me most. I ask for his blood and ask for his love once again. I knew that Jesus really loves me.